Playtime in this small, old, messy little Sandbox is over! . . .
It’s Time to move on to NEW Cosmic Playgrounds, and even FUNNER worlds of clay-ful creations . . . .
There is an old saying that I ran across several years ago that Heraclitus expressed way back in ancient Greece, a deep mystical truth that reflects a major aspect of our life in these realms: “No man ever steps in the same river twice” (or woman I suppose, right?). Anyway . . . . No, you can’t! Due to the ever-changing flow of water, which renders each specific location in the river not only unique, but radically ephemeral in its moment-to-moment composition, if you put your foot into the river right now, pull it out, and then step into it even seconds later, the ‘river’ that your foot comes into contact with is actually a completely different entity in that ‘space’ that you dipped your foot into previously. And such is our life here in the material realms, where change is the only ‘constant’ in the Universe (see Albert Einstein et al for further research on that theme).
After just over half a century (in this lifetime ;-)) of stepping, falling, rolling, and leaping into and out of this River of Life on Old Earth, I have now found myself stepping out of it completely. Forever. I have stepped out of the river of 3D-4D life, out of the flow of time, out of the madness of ‘survival’ and ‘making a living’ and ‘fulfilling obligations’ and ‘family loyalties’ and ‘the latest gadgets’ and ‘political correctness’, etc., etc.. For Go(o)d. Sure, I retain one big toe still immersed in the lower realms of Life to take care of the day-to-day ‘business’ of providing for a family, maintaining property and public services, 3D technology communication, etc. And I AM still very much ‘into’ sharing the Love with my ex-wife, two beautiful little daughters, a few friends, fellow spiritual trailblazers, my cat and even a couple of neighbors — as much as they will allow me to, as much as they can ‘handle’ (LOL).
Some claim that I have ‘quit’ life, or have ‘shirked my responsibilities’. Which ‘responsibilities’ would those BE exactly, I ask? As long as I do what is ‘required’ in this dying Old World to make sure that those I brought here of my own free will (my two young daughters) have a roof over their head, food to eat, and clothes to keep them warm at night — and that their mother has electricity to run her machines, and communication so we can all talk with each other often – then what exactly am I supposedly ‘shirking’, pray tell? Could it be that some people out there are not exactly thrilled that I am ‘abandoning’ them and their very unpleasant lower-vibrational attitudes and mind-sets and lifestyles? Ya think?? No matter (literally).
The B-52’s popularized an old saying back in the 80’s in one of their songs which some have claimed (in one form or another) that I epitomize: ‘Living in my own private Idaho.’ They seem to remonstrate me to ‘get out of the state you’re in!’ (between the lines of their OH so diplomatic words, of course, never daring to directly criticize me). But to no avail. I AM not one to ‘abandon’ God or my True Self or Love — or Gaia’s Ascension — for the sake of those few out there from my ‘past life’ who would prefer that I revert back to being my ‘old self’, bind myself (and my Self) once again by the old slavery-system philosophies of ‘the Protestant work ethic’ and ‘obligations to the social order’ and ‘blood is thicker than water (or Soul, eh?)’ — all that sheeple mind-control nonsense. No, I don’t think so! Besides, as is known by at least some among my old friends and family, when I decided to ‘quit’ this ancient gig and move on, I chose a different ‘state’ to move into: Hawaii! (Gotta stay ‘loyal’ to that classic song and theme, lol). I’ve joyfully moved away from the parched, rocky desert and sharp, unforgiving outcroppings of life in the mainstream of humanity, and retired into my own private tropical paradise, a ‘state’ where I interact daily with beautiful Beings just on the other side of the veil (and even a few on this side, thank Gaia!), and my own formerly unfamiliar-to-this-human-consciousness Higher Self as well, of course. The weather and environment here is much, much nicer than in Idaho, believe me!
And here’s some more fantastic news and views . . . . Just today I read a beautiful blog post (Adapting To Grace, on WordPress) that, though it represents a ‘lucid dream’ of the writer that she experienced back in July, really and truly characterizes and encapsulates the process that I went through over the past several years to get ‘here’. I quote two short excerpts below, as they most appropriately coincide with my own personal experiences of the last bit of time in these rapidly morphing realms (and give you the link here so you can read the wonderfully poetic piece in full, and also listen to her recite the adventure to the creative music and effects that she composed to accompany it):
‘While staring at the tiny rocks above
I was fully aware that it still existed
But somehow I was here
I couldn’t tell
Why bother to describe?
My heart was breathing
Never feeling more alive!’
‘. . . . Words and poetry cannot describe
How fulfilling it was
To remember the simplicity
The healing that awaits
When we finally let go and fall
Into the arms of our Mother’s Grace.’
I look forward to more and more of Hu-manity joining me and my new/old friends — soon — in our own private ‘state’ — of BLISSSSSSSS . . . .
There has recently been a huge surge of interest in DMT, ayahuasca ceremonies, and pineal gland activation – and, of course, the life-changing experiences that they bring. There has also been a very impressive intensification of my own amazing, powerful, lucid, wakeful experiences in this area due to my own natural pineal activation. It is very important to note that I had never taken DMT externally nor done any ayahuasca, actually had not touched any hallucinogen in over 25 years (until June of 2018, when I did two nights of ceremonies at a friend’s place in Costa Rica where I live). But the fact is that all my daily experiences were initiated via, and continue to be based from, a 100% natural yogic/energetic process: the decalcification, cleansing, and then activation of the pineal gland in the center of all of our brains. I did my first international radio show last night, and the subject naturally came up. But then, this morning, things got really interesting . . . . Synchronicities abound!
Earlier this week, a couple of people asked me how to detoxify and activate their pineal gland, so as to generate their own ‘vision’ into the realms that I’ve been privy to for around two full years now, and attempt to also experience the blisstacy resulting from my activated internal pharmacopeia: the hormonal secretions of of my pineal and pituitary glands, often called in ancient yogic texts ‘the nectar of the gods’…. (see my post ‘Afterglow’ for more on that magnificent aspect of Nirvana Bliss 🙂 ). The next day a short blog post landed in my e-mail inbox, and I forwarded it to the interested parties. Well, it just happened again! This morning, after my first guest appearance on a radio show talking about (in part) these experiences, another even more extensive and detailed article appeared on this timely subject by WakingTimes.com.
What follows is inspired by none other than Terrence McKenna, the ‘Timothy Leary of DMT’, plus a much more detailed, thorough, and entertaining full-length documentary on the subject. Here I offer you for further personal research a recently published infomentary (Oct 2019) by the fantastic YouTube Channel creator Jordan River of Spirit Science (which I highly recommend you subscribe to, delve into for personal research) about both the known science and traditional practices of ayahuasca and other plant medicines, and the actual life-changing experiences of many doing several ‘ceremonies’ they participated in here in Costa Rica: The Secret Mysteries of Ayahuasca And here is a detailed article by a PhD regarding the actual science of how the pineal and pituitary glands, along with the person’s own ‘energetics’, work together to open the 3rd eye — and the general information regarding the techniques of how to accomplish this for yourself. I also share with you here this excellent article on the world of Ayahuasca, the structure of the Multiverse as revealed via the visions the ‘medicine’ usually facilitates, the man who is considered to be ‘The Shaman of Shamans’ in South America, Pablo Amaringo’s remarkably detailed and accurate art, and more. EnJOY this potent and fascinating information and, much more importantly, please USE IT to enhance your own life with infinitely more fascinating personal experiences, and open the doors – and windows, and ceiling, and walls, lol – to the Worlds beyond this one that the mystics and seers have been telling us about for millennia. And that I my Self see (and feel) into every day . . . .
For those among you considering trying (smoking) DMT – or are just curious about what that experience is like – I *strongly* recommend this London Real internet show (a YouTube channel) in which the host and a friend actually DO it, split the show into a ‘before’ and ‘after’ segments. It’s excellent, as they describe their very brief experiences vividly enough to give you a pretty good idea of what it’s like to trip in those ‘other realms’, or ‘parallel realities’ when you do it ‘artificially’ via taking an external substance as they do, smoking synthesized DMT, or via taking ayahuasca with a shaman — but that’s a whole different ‘thing’, and one I can’t actually recommend to newbies or inexperienced psychonauts. I strongly encourage you to work with your own Self to achieve the experience as I did: via a natural manner based on the very challenging, long-term efforts of deep inner cleansing, purgative and vitalizing energy work, and transcendent styles of meditation. I also highly recommend both YouTube videos just below: the Terence McKenna talk, and especially the fantastic short science-based documentary about DMT (the active ingredient in ayahuasca, and also what the pineal gland excretes into our brains to facilitate our visions):
Terence McKenna: ‘To Wrap It All Up . . . .’ Documentary: DMT – The Spirit Molecule (English, subtitled in Portugese)
We have indeed deconstructed the ‘lethal vehicle’ that has carried us haphazardly to the brink of self-destruction, Yes! It took QUITE an effort, but it is now done. So, as Terence states so eloquently at the end of his magnificent verbal essay (above), I join him whole-Heartedly in declaring: ‘Bring on the archaic revival, and let’s create a NEW WORLD!’
I wish you Happy Journeys, and Joyful Discoveries . . . . experienced, however, in as natural a manner as possible 😉
NOTE: Best to play the following YouTube music compilation video while reading this, in order to groove with its vibe more easily, as the music in this compilation represents even more viscerally the feeling, the transcendent rapture, I am trying to convey in this post via my words:
A few months ago, I posted a short article about what I had begun to experience, namely a deep and unshakeable inner peace, combined with a soaring joy that was, and still is, completely indescribable. These amazing sensations and experiences were coming to me only sporadically at that time, sudden spontaneous infusions of ethereal bliss moving wonderfully into and through my entire body, and surrounding me with what felt like the warmest loving embrace a human being could ever imagine or experience. Well, that’s all changed now.
Towards the end of June, just after the northern Summer Solstice, these overwhelming sensations stopped. Well, they stopped being sporadic, that is! I felt this ineffable state of BE-ing sort of ‘lock in’. Something fundamental shifted in my . . . Deepest Core, I guess you could term it. And the spiritual ecstasy became permanent. Of course, it ebbs and flows like anything else in this life, sometimes flowing subtly just under the surface of my ‘normal’ daily activities, where I am barely conscious of it at all; and other times sending chills and other delightful physical sensations rolling through my body, preventing me from doing anything outside of simply reveling in it until the heavenly moment passes. It’s pretty awesome, to say the least.
So how can I better describe this now-constant experience/sensation, make it easier for others to get a ‘taste’ of what I’m attempting to convey? It’s not easy! Well, this question was exactly what I was thinking about the other morning as I woke up from another night of other-worldly adventures. I stretched long and powerfully, like a big cat after a long nap, felt the blood flowing a bit more vigorously through my veins and arteries, and enjoyed the little rush of endorphins my muscles were treated to. And, of course, I bathed myself in the ‘ocean of bliss’ that I am now accustomed to swimming in continuously. Then it hit me: Afterglow! YES, that’s IT!!!
Unless you’re still a virgin, or unless you’re one of the unfortunate few (or many? I hope not!) who’ve never made love in a really vigorous, passionate, deeply satisfying manner, in a way which sates not only the body – sometimes to the point of exhaustion — but even your very soul when it’s exceptionally . . . powerful — then you know what I’m getting at here. For those of you who are also familiar with tantric ecstasy, or who have learned to weave non-physical (higher-vibrational) energies into your lovemaking, this is what I’m talking about. The after-effects. Nothing quite like it – and nowhere else in the cosmos you would ever want to ‘be’ when you’re there. Vibrant, whole, and perfectly content. . . .
I have been floating in a sea of profound inner peace and imperturbable bliss, enjoying deep physical relaxation, and finally trusting fully in the Reality that whispers to me constantly in its still, small Voice, ‘All that transpires, both Within and without, is part of the Divine Plan. Keep the faith, we are always with you!’. I no longer possess any personal agenda, make no long-term plans (at this point ‘next week’ would be long-term for me!), feel no materialistic desires, nor experience any type of stress. I literally don’t have a single care in the world – despite several people in my life who keep trying to impose them on me. Just so you know, I do still have a family to support, apartments and homes to maintain and manage, and a car that is actually starting to get eaten alive by rust (I live near the ocean) and hasn’t had a tune-up in at least two years. But nothing of the material world concerns me anymore. Nothing. Not in the least. (Outside of my children’s immediate needs, of course). I take care of what needs taking care of, but I am no longer emotionally attached to my physical circumstances and material world ‘obligations’. I hope you can see the difference? (Non-attachment does not mean ‘neglect’, by the way, as many still stuck in the old 3D mind-set may try to convince you – so you don’t uncouple yourself from them and their little dramas, you see.). Regardless, I have now stopped giving any emotion (power) to the ‘negative’ events unfolding in our world, as I have come to the knowing that all happens for a Go(o)d reason, despite the fact that we may not always be able to discern or decipher that reason. Instead, I am focusing exclusively on simply BEing in the moment, in every single moment, while calmly and confidently gazing forward into our glorious emerging lives in the New Earth we are now co-creating together.
Fortunately (for my sanity), I have heard of others in the global spiritual community having very similar, or even identical, transformations in their BEING-ness lately. Sandra Walter is one. Bill Ballard is another. And the supportive, inspiring messages from and through Aisha North, Ron Head, John Smallman, Méline Lafont (two sites), Sophia Love, Ute Posegga-Rudel, more recently Brenda Hoffman, and many other remarkable and courageous souls out there have been pivotal in helping to keep my head together through these Inner changes, since most people in this crazy world in the midst of radical change — those just now starting to undo their disagreeable Old Earth programming, find and cleanse old traumas and inner darkness, and wrestle their tyrannical little egos out of the driver’s seat of their planetary vehicle — still insist on questioning and resisting (or even fighting) these monumental shifts within their own selves.
My fondest hope is that you reading this, and ideally the rest of humanity, quickly join us here on the other side of the Rainbow Bridge to dwell in the Sacred Land that was promised to us long, long ago. Right here and now in this momentous calendar year of 2013, it appears (and feels) like we are being gently and lovingly summoned back Home. Weary travelers trudging through alien wilderness, tired and confused by our protracted journey that has lasted so long now that we’ve completely forgotten why we departed in the first place, we finally spot the beckoning light of a nighttime campfire in a nearby forest clearing. The flames leap and dance to greet us as we approach, inviting us joyfully to return to its ancient circle of warmth, comfort and camaraderie, offering the rest and succor we long for so desperately after our horribly exhausting journey into the previously uncharted wilds of our amazing Material Creation.
So who’s got the marshmallows???. . . .
THE DIVINE NECTAR
Oh, to suckle on the teat of the Divine Mother,
To nourish one’s Life with the flow of that luscious Nectar
That has no compare, and never fails to sate!
To be embraced by the Goddess of Unconditional Love
Whose warm liquid sustenance seeps into every pore
Of your Being, leaving no wound unhealed.
YES! To bathe in the Waters of Bliss so clean and pure,
Purge all fear, struggle and strife, wash away the past,
Forget the future. . . . . . . Just BE Now-Here!
Enter this ecstatic New World, this New Reality with me, my brethren
And we shall then LIVE there forevermore as the One that we truly ARE!
Gaia is waiting . . . . .
(IMPORTANT NOTE: The Process that we have been going through is universal for ALL people on Earth at this time. The Paradigm Shift is planet-wide — if not even greater in scope. However, each sovereign individual human BE-ing is having a very unique experience of this Shift, based on both their specific circumstances in life, and the particular perspective and attitude which they choose to adopt in any and every given moment, and at what point in The Process they find themselves of course. Self-comparisons and ‘rankings’ and such are simply . . . . . perpetuating the Illusion, to put it nicely. Please just let it go. ALL of it. Now. Choose Unity Through Variety instead, Humanity as a stunning mosaic of oft-bewildering, but always fascinating, manifestations of be-ing and do-ing here. Thank you!)
Over the past week or so, I have been experiencing, and maintaining, the deepest and most relaxing Inner Peace of my life. I have also been experiencing frequent bouts of ineffable, pure states of Bliss, even feeling waves of ecstatic chills running up and down and throughout my body. And this has had NO ‘external’ cause, is happening at NO particular time of day, has had no connection whatsoever to my immediate circumstances or situation. None. It is spontaneous, magnificent, and utterly overwhelming!
The Paradigm Shift, the beginning of the Golden Age of Gaia, the Earth Changes – whatever you’d like to label it as – is INDEED in progress, actually in its latter stages of completion . . . . . for those who choose to experience it, of course. And I personally have definitely chosen — over and over again — to DO just that, and enthusiastically so!!! The following excerpt from a new blog article posted the other day (seen here) resonated deeply with me regarding both my own recent feelings, personal contacts with the ‘Ocean of Source’, and the NOW manifesting global paradigm shift:
‘The Feeling of Being, the sheer Presence of I AM, the Sacred Chamber of the Heart, is now a tangible Reality, implanted in the collective consciousness of mankind. . . . . It is the Ocean of the Source Which we all share and which is inherently uniting us as inseparable Oneness and Radiant Love. Such Is the Origin from which each One of Us came, and our remembrance of It is dawning now in the One Body of mankind.’
I truly hope that you all join me in embracing and celebrating the wonderful, fantastic New Earth that we are co-creating together – fully aware of its rapid emergence or not – and share in this indescribable Peace and Bliss that I AM now partaking in most of my waking hours. BE well, and again please consider striving to adopt the following suggestion as your guiding mantra for and in and through our collective grand and radiant future:
‘. . . . (Let’s) ride like waves upon the Infinite Stillness of our Being-ness, arising and dissolving in That Ocean as a dance of light and energy, our new and ascended body-mind a sacred vessel for the force of creation.’
It’s TIME ! . . . .
It’s time to spread your wings of love and FLY!
Be free to soar and roam the skies. . . .
It’s time to conquer all your baseless fears
Set aside inhibition, hesitation, change gears
It’s time to shed all the false skins you’ve piled on
Covering up who you ARE; let your Inner Light shine!
It’s Time, fellow Souls, that has kept you in limitation
Made you falsely believe (not without cause) in bondage and friction
It’s Time, don’t you see, that needs simply to go
It is dissolving quite kindly as you rejoin the eternal Flow
It’s time to chuck Separation as a ‘means to an end’
Oneness calls from within you – your true Home it portends!
It’s time, Sparks of God, to let all the strife and sorrow go
Time to balance the scales and reap all the good that you’ve sown
It’s time to focus, Lost Ones, on what you DO want
And just set aside the meaningless things you truly do not
End the Grand Illusion, it’s time to move on
Live in wonder and awe, joy second to none!
It’s time to live from the Heart, not the mind and its memes
Make ego servant of Soul, its proper place in the scheme
For to attract all that’s yours, the Gift of Creation
One must see and feel only That, and give no heed to distractions
As Time quickly collapses, as our Transition begins
I hope you choose wisely and join us
Those whose missions now end
In (Re)Union and Bliss . . . . . .